I realized that I've been slipping up lately here, and for that I do apologize. The parenting thing has been quite all consuming of late, and cooking and baking just aren't what they used to be...pleasurable and relaxing.
Picture me stirring something in my trusty cast-iron skillet at the
Wedgewood stove with one daughter clinging to each leg and you get the idea. Fast and simple is my new specialty.
I am truly sorry that I've neglected to offer up many recipes for all this great summer food and drink. I mean to make amends.
You may be happy to learn that we four are eating well, and almost exclusively locally. I'd love to cut myself off from the supermarket altogether. But I can't seem to abandon those handy prepackaged cheese
stixs and Cheddar Bunnies perfectly sized for a toddler's chubby fists.
There is so little inspiration at the supermarket, have you realized? That lighting, all that plastic packaging, those utilitarian aisles of
decontextualized foodstuffs.
Never mind the long bank of raw steaks, chicken parts and pork loins stewing in their own juices.
Not a turn on.
Wouldn't it be great if they
arranged the foods so that they suggested whole meals? Like a clothing store where they put
coordinating pants and shirts and shoes in proximity. Imagine if the glossy pink
filet of wild Alaskan sockeye salmon I spied today was situated near the scallions,
bok choi and jasmine rice. I might have gone ahead and bought it.
At any rate, my inspiration usually comes from a key ingredient that I have on hand. Today that's some beautiful, tight-clustered heads of broccoli from my local grower Backyard Gardens. (Three cheers for owner Beth
Gibans who moved to the Valley from the much less
climactically challenged Portland 8+ years ago to feed us and start not one but
two farmers' markets in our little towns.)

We take broccoli for granted. It's always around, army green, stalwart--and grown in Mexico. We make it a sideline, steaming it for a side dish or tossing it
absentmindedly into a stir fry. "
Whatever," we say to broccoli.
Unlike my children, it suffers from lack of attention. These sweet, tender-stalked baby heads of broccoli in my care I'm going to give their due. And when I'm done I'm going to shower all my attention on eating a whole bowlful without
interruption--maybe in the hammock.

That's my version of a happy Fourth of July weekend.
Broccoli Caesar with Walnuts
Serves 2 as a main dish; 4-6 tossed with pasta
So many broccoli salads get doused in mayo. This one--to be served at room temperature--has all the flavor ingredients of a caesar salad minus the raw egg. Because I love the taste of all brassicas (that's broccoli's vegetable family that includes cauliflower) cooked over high, high heat, the broccoli gets seared instead of the typical blanching or steaming. Meaty and satisfying with the walnuts, I'll toss it with boiled farfalle for the kids and call it dinner.
4 tablespoons extra-virgin olive oil
1 pound fresh broccoli, stalks trimmed and snapped into florets
2 cloves garlic, mashed
1 teaspoon anchovy paste
1 lemon, zested on a box grater and cut in half
salt and pepper
3/4 cup toasted walnut pieces
parmigiano reggiano
Heat a wide skillet over high heat with 2 tablespoons of the olive oil. When it shimmers but before it smokes, add the broccoli. Let the broccoli sear for 1 minute, then stir once. Let it sear again for 1 minute and stir.
Continue in this fashion until the broccoli is scorched in places and dark green, about 5 minutes. (If you would like it more tender, carefully and slowly add a quarter cup of water to steam it. When the water has evaporated, continue with the recipe.)
Turn off the heat, but leave the skillet on the burner while you toss in the mashed garlic and anchovy paste until fragrant.
Transfer the broccoli into a salad bowl. Toss in the lemon zest and squeeze the juice from half of the lemon over the broccoli. Season to taste with salt and pepper and toss with the remaining 2 tablespoons of olive oil.
Let it cool to room temperature. Toss with the walnuts, crushing them with your hand as you add them to the bowl. Use a vegetable peeler to shave strips of parmesan cheese before serving.